(Errors
happen not only because we don't know certain things, but also
because we are willing to judge without knowing everything that is
necessary to judge.)
-
Immanuel Kant
„It
was not easy for Sarina to find my mothers“, Mr Tuniak said. „After
I had left Leviathan, their presence there had also become more
sporadic. They went there, but not as often or as regularly as
before. Still, it was the most likely place for Sarina to meet them,
so that's where she went. Back to Leviathan.“
„You
have already mentioned once that it is very difficult to find a time
traveller“, I said. „How did they find you eventually?“
„One
thing at a time“, Mr Tuniak said. „The time Sarina had to spend
waiting, she wasn't idle. That wouldn't be like her. She had brought
a lot of different books and magazines about history and old
cultures. She read as many of them as she could. She had to wait
three weeks, before my mothers turned up and in this time she read
nearly everything she had brought along.“
„What
for?“
„She
wanted to find out if I had changed anything else“, Mr Tuniak
explained.
„How
could she?“, I wondered. „With one exception – the book about
the early cultures in Polynesia – she had no books from the...
unchanged version of history, did she?“
„No,
she didn't“, Mr Tuniak agreed. „But she was searching for events
or developments that seemed to appear out of nothing. Things that
seemed to happen without prior reason. Inventions that had come from
nowhere and seemed to be far beyond what people could achieve at a
specific time.“
„Do
you know if she found the changes you made?“
„Some.
Not all of them and there were several instances and inventions where
seh suspected my doing, but where I had nothing to do with it. But
she got quite a few right. Finally my mothers returned to Leviathan
and Sarina showed them everything she had found out and told them
everything she suspected. My mothers were convinced very quickly that
someone had been playing around with time, but they were not
immediately convinced that it was me. But in the end they had to
admit to that as well, because no one else had a time machine
that...“
„That's
not true“, I interrupted him. „Juliette had one as well, You
gave... or you will give it to her.“
„While
it is true that Juliette is responsible for a few changes in history,
her interfering was... is... of a completely different kind“, Mr
Tuniak explained.
„Juliette
changed history too?!“
„I
know, I know, you probably think everyone with a time machine is
suddenly playing around with history“, Mr Tuniak said. „But she
made changes to correct other changes.“
„Why
are we meeting here?“, Sarina asked, after they had entered the
bar. She felt as if she had passed a thousand miles with only one
step. On the other side of the door she had just passed, was
Melbourne. Hot Melbourne. Inside this house it was like on the South
Pole. The whole bar had been built using only ice blocks. The tables,
the chairs, the walls... everywhere she looked she only saw ice.
„Why
not?“, Miriam asked.
„We
meet Juliette on a regularly“, Helen explained. „And before
we part, we agree on a time and a place for our next meeting.“
„In
between those meetings, different amounts of time pass for her and
for us“, Miriam continued. „From our point of view, we have seen
Juliette about ten days ago. I think it's safe to say that from her
perspective, several months will have passed.“
Sarina
saw a woman, who was sitting alone at a table, stand up and wave at
them. She had never seen Juliette before, but it became immediately
obvious to her that she had to be that woman. Sarina had expected to
meet someone about her own age. Alexander had told her about Juliette
and in his description she hadn't been much older than himself. But
the woman who greeted them now was at least ten to fifteen years
older than Sarina.
„You
look serious“, Juliette said, after she had been introduced to
Sarina and they had all ordered drinks.
„Sarina
has found something... disquieting“, Helen said.
Sarina
told her of her discovery of the two seemingly identical books and
the suspicions they awakened within her. She also told her of all the
other strange things she had found throughout history and which she
thought were connected. Once she had finished, the other three women
were quiet for a while, each following their own trains of thoughts.
“No
big damage has been done yet”, Miriam said finally. “If we find
him now, all his changes will erase themselves with time.”
Juliette
answered quickly and in French. She spoke for quite some time, but
Sarina didn't speak French and therefore didn't understand a word of
it. Juliette noticed it and stopped. She started again this time in
English, but it was a lot slower and she obviously difficulty in
translating her thoughts.
Helen
took over for her. “Imagine time as a long street”, she said.
“What Alexander is doing at the moment is creating by-passes that
lead away from the original path, but after a while they return to it
again. So in the end, nothing much has changed. But if he creates too
many of these by-passes, suddenly you won't return to the original
street, he will have created a new one. Which means that history has
completely changed.”
“Would
we notice that?”, Sarina asked.
“Yes,
we would... in a way...”, Juliette started, but never finished.
Instead she began a new thought. “To be on the safe side, we should
act as if his changes would erase our time line and us.”
“We
are getting erased?”, Sarina cried horrified.
“No,
we are not”, said Miriam calmly. “Juliette just has a... slightly
different and stricter view regarding time. But we still have to find
Alexander and make sure that he stops meddling with time. He has to
see reason.”
“We
are going to take the time machine away from him”, Juliette
decided.
“That
depends on him”, Helen said. The women looked at each other for
some time. One could feel that a whole silent discussion was going on
between them. Then Juliette lowered her eyes and nodded nearly
imperceptibly.
“How
are we going to find him if he can be anywhen and anywhere?”,
Sarina asked.
“Gibraltar?”,
Juliette suggested, but Miriam shook her head. “We already checked
there. He didn't leave any notes. But there is another place where
all our travels are chronicled.”
“How
do you think my mothers found me?”, Mr Tuniak asked with a slight
smile. The way he put the question, the way he looked, when he said
it, convinced me that the answer had to be something simple and
obvious. But I couldn't imagine what it was.
“With
all the changes Sarina discovered in history, you could....
somehow...”, I tried.
“No,
much simpler”, Mr Tuniak said. “The time machine stores all the
information to every trip it ever made. It's basically like the
history page of a web-browser, where you can look up when and where
it has been.”
“And
that's why your mothers had to go to Juliette”, I said. “Because
she had gotten the time machine from you, which means that from her
point of view, all your travels had already happened.” As I said,
the answer was very simple and somewhat obvious.
“My
mothers and Juliette... and Sarina... Sarina accompanied them too,
found Alice and me close to a village in Persia.”
The
sun had gone down quite some time ago and Alexander again noticed
with a small part of his brain how quickly the air in the desert
cooled at night. But that was only of slight interest now. The main
part of his attention was focused on the two time machine that had
materialised several metres in front of him and Alice. He also noted
that they were blocking their way back to their own time machine.
Even if he'd wanted to, he couldn't run away now. But he didn't want
to anyway. He had known for some time – maybe not consciously, but
definitely subconsciously – that sooner or later he would meet his
mothers again.
The
time machines opened and Miriam, Helen and Sarina exited one,
Juliette the other. No one said anything, no one knew quite how to
start.
“What
do you think you are doing?”, Juliette asked fiercely.
“Making
the world better”, Alice answered, matching her voice. “Something
you should be doing as well.”
“You
are risking the exact opposite”, Juliette countered. She wanted to
say something else, but Miriam put a hand on her shoulder and said:
“Why are doing this? What is your goal?”
“To
hasten the technological development of the human race”, Alexander
said. “Things, like the Dark Ages in Europe, have put humanity back
several centuries from where it could be. It was only in the
nineteenth century that electric lights were invented, it could have
happened so much earlier.” He crossed his arms in front of his
breast. “Where is the danger in that?”
“Have
you ever visited the future?”, Helen asked. “Have you ever been
in the twenty-fourth century?”
Alexander
nodded. Some time ago, he had found out that his mothers had never
travelled further into the future than that time and he had been
curious why. He had wanted to know, what had made them turn back from
there. What had happened – or what would happen – in the future?
“Do
you know what you have seen?”, Miriam asked. “Did you understand
it?”
“I
think so”, Alexander said. “But nothing we did, endangers that
future. On the contrary: If we succeed, it will happen a lot earlier.
We can...”
“It
mustn't happen earlier”, Juliette interrupted him.
“What's
all this about?”, Alice asked.
Helen
looked at her thoughtfully and then said: “Throughout history,
certain things will always happen.” She pointed to the waxing moon,
whose light dominated the night sky. “For instance: Humans will
always travel to the moon, no matter how much you change history.
They will always see the moon in the sky, they will always tell
stories about her and they will always try to reach it. They will try
so long until they have gone there.”
“The
first story about a journey to the stars was written in Ancient
Rome”, Miriam continued. “It took nearly two thousand years from
that moment until the moment when the first human touched the surface
of the moon. But he did get there. You of all people should know the
power of stories.”
Alice
nodded. “Once a story has been told, it is only a matter of time
before it becomes a reality.”, she said, sounding as if she was
quoting something she had read a long time ago.
“But
while some things will always happen, the reason why they are
happening is subject to change”, Helen said. “In your future
there will be another such event. It will be huge and change the
world and humanity for ever. If it happens for the wrong reasons,
Earth will... will turn into a terrible hell. If it happens for the
right reasons, it will turn into a paradise. At the moment, it still
happens for the right reasons.”
“But
if you help humanity and don't allow it do make mistakes, it will
never learn certain things... and it will never fear others”,
Miriam said.
Alexander
wanted to answer something, to counter their arguments, but doubts
had been raised within him. “But I've changed things in the past”,
he said. “When I trained to be a photographer, I...”
“We
were watching you back then”, Helen said.
I'm
sitting in front of my computer and re-reading what I've just written. I
am not satisfied. I know that the meeting in the desert must have
happened a bit differently. I know that I have only told part of what
had happened back then. I also know what is missing. To understand
why Mr Tuniak stopped meddling with time, it is necessary to know
what he had seen in the future.
“That
is your future as well”, Mr Tuniak answered, when I asked him that
question. “I'm not sure if I should reveal any of it to you.”
“But
it is also an important part of your history, is it not?”, I said.
Mr
Tuniak had to admit that it was. “Maybe I will tell you about it
some day. Not today, I will have to think about it.”
As
was already at the door and ready to leave the office, when he called
me back once more. “If I tell you what happens in the future –
and this is not a promise that I will – but if I do it, it will be
at our last meeting, not before.”
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