01 My mother won't be born for another 102 years.
02 Credo, quia impossibile est.
03 Il y a une femme à l'origine de toutes les grandes...
04 Saps què ets? Ets una meravella. Ets únic. Mai a...
05 Immortality is a long shot, I admit. But somebody ...
06 Per aiutare un bambino, dobbiamo fornirgli un...
07 Lebe so, wie wenn Du nochmals leben könntest - die...
08 'Normal' is a dryer setting.
09 不聞不若聞之,聞之不若見之,見之不若知之,知之不若行之
10 A ship in port is safe, but that is not what ships...
11 Omnia mutantur. Nihil interit.
12 Har du sett min villa, min Villa Villekullavilla? ...
13 Nous arrivons tout nouveaux aux divers âges de la ...
14 Университет развивает все способности, в том...
15 Machine. Unexpectedly, I'd invented a time
16 Jeder hat in tiefstem Dank derer zu gedenken, die ...
17 Une photographie, c'est un fragment de temps qui...
18 Once more upon the waters! Yet once more!
19 La mer n'est que le véhicule d'une surnaturelle et...
20 The universe is one big coincidence. Cosmically...
21 Why?
22 There is no problem with changing the course of...
23 星星之火可以燎原
24 The computer is incredibly fast, accurate, and...
25 Die Menschen sind nicht immer, was sie scheinen...
26 Toutes les activités humaines ... sont vouées par ...
27 Irrtümer entspringen nicht allein daher, weil man ...
28 Vous interdisez les erreurs vous empêchez ainsi la...
29 You can't go home again.
30 Das Schönste, was wir erleben können, ist das...
31 There's more to this world than just people, you...
32 Sports is the toy department of human life.
33 Das Bergsteigen wird durch die Existenz von...
34 Time is the school in which we learn, Time is the ...
35 Бери́сь дру́жно, не бу́дет гру́зно.
36 Só percebemos o milagre da vida quando deixamos...
37 Extraordinary claims require extraordinary...
38 He sits motionless, like a spider in the centre of...
39 Both optimists and pessimists contribute to our...
40 L'ennui est la grande maladie de la vie.
41 Seine Briefe sind das schönste Andenken, das ich...
42 There must have been a moment, at the beginning...
43 Most children are born with a wail. Rachel...
44 All that mankind has done, thought or been: it is ...
45 On se demande parfois si la vie a un sens, et...
46 Nur wer die Vergangenheit kennt, hat eine Zukunft....
47 And now I think I am quite ready to go on another ...
48 Is it a comedy or a tragedy?
49 Oh, there's just one more thing...
50 Tu n'as pas à le [l'avenir] prévoir, mais à le...
51 Pourquoi pleurez-vous? M'avez-vous cru immortel?
52 Spoilers!
Sonntag, 30. Dezember 2012
Sonntag, 23. Dezember 2012
Spoilers!
-
River Song
A
man, let's call him Charlie, once read in a newspaper about his own
death and funeral. It surprised him to read about those two things,
of course, because he was still very much alive. But he didn't dwell
and decided to simply ignore it. He wouldn't send a complain to the
newspaper, he didn't think it was important enough.
A
few days later, as he was walking down the street, he chanced upon an
old friend, whom he hadn't seen for a very long time. The friend,
when he saw Charlie, was surprised and a bit shocked.
„Ah“,
said Charlie and padded his friend on the back. „I take it you
haven't been to my funeral either.“
It
was strange meeting Mr Tuniak today in his office, sitting there and
talking, even though I had been to his funeral last week. I guess it
would have been even more surreal, if it had been an open coffin
funeral, but thankfully that had not been the case. Even so: I did
not quite know how to react, when I saw him or how to greet him (or
if I should tell him anything about the funeral; how much did he know
about it?) and all these thoughts were pretty apparently displayed on
my face. Mr Tuniak tried to ease me by telling a joke, which I have
repeated here above.
„Have
you... Did you watch your funeral yourself?“, I asked. „Secretly?
Hidden somewhere or so?“
Mr
Tuniak smiled about the question. „I have to admit, the thought
crossed my mind, yes. But in the end I decided against it... maybe I
will still take at least a look at my grave...“ He looked out of
the window, deep in thought. But then he turned around and said to
me: „But let's not focus on the past any more. During the last year
you have asked several times about the future – the future from
your point of view. I think now, at our last meeting, is the right
time to talk about it.“
For
a few moments there I forgot to take notes. I remembered all the
times when Mr Tuniak had dropped hints about what was to come, but
never elaborating upon them. I only knew that something big was going
to happen, but nothing more, no details.
When
he saw how I looked at him full of curiosity, he added: „Don't get
your hopes up too much. I won't tell you any names, dates... or
similar... precise data. I just want you to have an idea about what
is to come... among other things so that you will understand, why –
besides Juliette and my mothers – no one else built a time machine
and used it.“
But
he didn't start immediately. Instead of describing the world and how
it would look three hundred years into the future, he began by
talking about evolution.
„For
the better part of the history of this planet, evolution had had an
effect only on life forms“, he started. „Their DNA. Mutations
change the DNA and whoever is best adapted to survive in their
environment, gets to pass on their genes to the next generation.
That's how it's worked so far. But here – now, your now – there
are people who claim that evolution has stopped with humans. That
humans no longer evolving like other species.“
„But
doesn't our DNA still change?“, I asked. „I thought I learned
that mutations are still occuring in human DNA.“
„Oh,
there's no doubt that they do“, Mr Tuniak confirmed. „But they
are no longer that important. A simple example: During the time of an
Ice Age, a mutation that caused an animal to loose its fur, would
lead to the death of this animal. It would have no offspring and
therefore the mutation wouldn't have been passed on. But if the same
thing happens to a human, the human would just go and buy a thick
jacket. The human will still have children, will pass on the
mutation. It may have been a disadvantage before, but now it's...
unimportant. Or another example: The genes that cause people to have
blond hair are recessive. If one parent has blond hair and the other
parent has dark hair, there is a very high probability that the child
will have dark hair too. You only have to look at statistics to
confirm that. There are fewer and fewer people with blond hair. But
you wouldn't necessarily be able to tell that, if you were walking
down a street. During your time – well, to be fair, for a very long
time now – people have been able to colour their hair, to change
their hair colour. Their true hair colour is no longer of any
importance.“
„If
I understand you correctly, you are saying that once humans started
to use tools, natural selection stopped being that important“, I
said.
Mr
Tuniak was slowly shaking his head. „No, not directly, it's not as
simple as that. If you only look at a human and nothing else, yes it
did, but that is the mistake some people make. You can no longer look
just at the animal – in this case a human – alone, because it is
using tools now. In a way, you could say that the tools have become a
part of the human. He doesn't have claws, but he uses knives. He
doesn't have a fur, but he wears clothes. And if you look at the
history of humankind and don't ignore their use of tools, you are
suddenly discovering that natural selection hasn't stopped at all.“
„It's
changing the tools“, I realised. „Whatever works, humans will
continue to use and pass that knowledge on to their children. How to
built those tools and so... And whatever doesn't work, gets lost and
forgotten.“
„That's
the basic idea, yes“, Mr Tuniak said. „But of course, like
evolution and natural selection in nature, it's not a straight
forward process, working with an aim in mind. But it's ok as a very
simplified version of the process. Now, what we have done here is
stopped focusing on the life form alone. Instead we are now
considering the life form and its surroundings. In a way you could
say that those two things have become one.
„Ok“,
I said slowly. „I'm still with you so far.“
„But
what happens if we take the whole process one step further?“, Mr
Tuniak asked.
„And
now you have lost me“, I admitted. „What is the next step?“
„What
if we don't look at just one single human being and its tools, but at
all humans and all their tools?“, Mr Tuniak said. „What if we
consider all of humankind as one big organism.“
„But
that's...“
„Before
you protest against that idea: There are some case, like ant
colonies, where scientist already sometimes consider the whole colony
as one huge organism“, he interrupted me. „Some habits only make
sense that way.“
Several
thoughts, some of them even conflicting with each other, were going
through my head. How had we come so quickly from humankind being one
huge life form to humankind being not much more than ants?
Oblivious
to my confusion, Mr Tuniak continued: „The best, although not quite
correct, description of what humankind will develop into is a
gestalt.“
„What's
a gestalt?“
Mr
Tuniak hesitated a moment, before answering. When he started to talk,
it was obvious that he chosen his words carefully. „A gestalt
is a being consisting of several other being. Theoretically, two
beings could make up a gestalt as much as two billion. And if
you are dealing with numbers that high, it is not necessary for all
the single beings to exist all the time. The gestalt will
still continue, even if a few small parts of it change.“
„So,
it's basically like the human body?“, I asked. „We are made up of
several billion cells that together form our body, right?“
„That's
not a good comparison“, Mr Tuniak said. „The cells in the human
body do not have their own free will. But that is an important
feature of a gestalt... Its single parts exist as complete and
theoretically independent beings. But because they are together, they
are also something different. Something bigger. The gestalt
humankind will turn into will be like no other life form that existed
before.“
„All
humans will become one single being?“, I asked. „But doesn't that
mean that all people will have think and behave the same? That they
will have the same likes and dislikes?“
„No,
because the single individual does not get lost or overwritten in a
gestalt“, Mr Tuniak explained. „It would be like if you had
conflicting thoughts. And this gestalt is also the reason why in the
future no one will attempt to travel through time. If you travel
through time, there is always the possibility that you change
history. But that is something the gestalt of humankind must
not risk. Any change in the past would affect it, because it consists
of all humans. Any change in history will have consequences.“
„The
gestalt of humankind cannot change the past without changing
itself.“
„That's
the gist of it, yes.“
„But
how can such a... super-being come into existence?“, I wondered.
„How can all people be connected with... Oh! The internet!“
„Not
the internet itself, no, but it will be a part of it, yes“, Mr
Tuniak said. „In the future it will be more and more difficult to
distinguish between man and machine. Even at the time of the births
of my mothers, a clear distinction is no longer possible.
Hearing
that a thought came to mind, one I was not sure if I should find it
funny or frightening. „So, everything that is part of the internet
now, will also be a part of this gestalt of humankind?“
„Yes“,
Mr Tuniak said.
„Is
that the reason why you wanted me to publish your biography on the
internet?“, I asked, following a new thought. „So that you...
your history will become a part of this gestalt as well?“
Mr
Tuniak nodded.
„I
still can't really imagine that every one... every single human being
will become part of this“, I said. „Or how the world will look
like.“
„That's
why the transition to this... new world is called a singularity“,
Mr Tuniak said. „Whatever happens afterwards, we, who have been
born before it, can not hope to completely understand or foresee it.
And as always, there will be exceptions. There will be small groups
of people who will refuse to join such a gestalt and who will
continue to life their lives apart from everyone else. But not many.“
„Will
that be the only gestalt?“, I asked.
„I
don't know“, Mr Tuniak admitted. „But I don't think so.
Especially, considering that light speed would be a limiting factor,
when...“ He never finished the sentence. He obviously alluded to
something he had not wanted to mention. But that small bit of
information was enough to sent my thoughts racing. Lightspeed! If
people were travelling to other planets, maybe even to other stars,
they would be too far away to participate in the gestalt on
Earth. But maybe they would start to form their own gestalt. One in
every solar system...
„We
will travel among the stars“, I whispered and Mr Tuniak nodded.
And
so ended my acquaintance with Alexander Tuniak.
Sonntag, 16. Dezember 2012
Pourquoi pleurez-vous? M'avez-vous cru immortel?
(Why do you
cry? Did you think I was immortal?)
- Louis XIV
Now I
understand what Mr Tuniak was trying to do, when he warned me about
today. I didn't see him, not really, because...
But – as
usual – I should start at the beginning.
When I went
to the building, where Mr Tuniak's office was located, his driver was
already waiting for me at the main entrance.
“Come
with me”, he said and together we went to the limousine.
We drove out
to the cabin, where the time machine was usually hidden, but today
the cabin was completely empty. We had to wait.
“She
will come in a minute”, the driver said. “We are a bit early.”
“I
never asked you about your name, did I?”, I said.
“Erik”,
he introduced himself and we shook hands, as if this was the first
time we had seen each other.
Then the
time machine appeared.
It didn't
appear inside the cabin, but in front of it. And when the door at its
side opened, it wasn't Mr Tuniak standing there, but Juliette. She
had arrived alone. She didn't seem to be much older than me, so I
guessed that not much time had passed for her either, since we had
last met last week.
“About
half a year”, she said, as I asked her about the last time we had
met from her point of view.
“And
I see that you decided to keep the time machine”, I said.
“I
have seen the future”, she replied. “And there... no one there
would want the time line to be changed, they want it to stay the way
it is. I... I think that is my mission.”
Erik had
also entered the time machine and Juliette activated the computer.
Once we had arrived and the door had opened again, she pointed to us
and gestured that we should stay inside. She exited and returned
after a few moments. She was accompanied by an old man, who had four
arms. Farid. We had to be in the future, because I knew that Farid
had been born around 1960 and now he had to be at least eighty years
old. But before I was able to peek outside and take a look at our
surroundings, the door had closed and we were on our way again.
Farid nodded
as a greeting in my direction and then he and Erik talked to each
other, using sign language. Next, we picked up another old man who
introduced himself as Sean – he was the man who had first welcomed
Mr Tuniak to the Gemini Foundation. Then – after another jump
through time – an old woman entered. I saw how Sean started to
weep, as he looked at her. He hugged and embraced her for as long as
he could. Erik explained to me that the woman was Dilara, his wife.
But it was obvious that they hadn't seen each other for quite some
time.
“All
right, we are here everyone”, Juliette declared at our next stop.
We all left
the time machine. We had landed close to a cemetery, which was
surrounded by a low stone wall. Behind us where the ruins of a
village. It looked as if it had been a very long time indeed since
someone had lived in this place. I don't know where on the planet
this ghost town was located, but the air was agreeable warm, despite
of the clouds blocking most of the sky. The abandoned village was in
the middle of a green and level country, but close to the horizon I
could see the first peaks of a mountain range. I did not try to find
any further clues as to where I was, because I realised that I didn't
even know if we had travelled into the future or the past during our
last trip. So, trying to figure out where we were, was just a
pointless exercise.
There was
already quite a crowd gathered inside the cemetery. The time machine,
with which we had arrived, disappeared again. But only for a very
short time. When it reappeared, four people exited it. Then an old
man was helping an old woman in a wheelchair to get out. As I
followed those two, they were walking towards the cemetery, I
realised that the woman had to be Cailinn and the man therefore
probably was Hugo. The time machine went on another trip and brought
another bunch of people to this place in the middle of nowhere. Apart
from Erik and me, I estimated everyone present there to be at least
seventy years old, many of them even older.
Inside the
cemetery, I saw Philip who was standing together with four other
people, who were – at least I am fairly certain of it – like him
immortals. Another man, Yuuto, walked up to them and they started
talking to each other. All over the cemetery people had formed
similar small groups and where laughing and talking with each other.
Some of them cried and embraced others. Another thirty minutes
passed, before everyone, who was expected to arrive, had arrived.
Then, as if
a silent signal had been given, everyone started to move to one side
of the cemetery. We all went to a grave close to the outer stone
wall. I could tell from the loose and dark earth that it had only
recently been dug and filled up again. There was a head stone at its
top, but there was only one name engraved in it: Alexander. While all
the guest formed a semi-circle around the grave, I looked at the head
stones of the surrounding graves. Everywhere I looked, only the first
name of the person buried there had been written on them. Some I
seemed familiar to me, most of them not and many very pretty much
unreadable. They had been standing here for too long.
Suddenly, I
could hear music. Two men and a woman had brought instruments with
them. I hadn't recognized them as such, because at first I had
thought the instruments were simply their walking sticks. But the
sticks of the woman and one of the man had strings attached to its
side and the stick of the other man turned out to be a flute. I did
not recognize the piece they played, but it seemed to be happy and
sad at the same time, wistful and a bit mourning.
Once they
had finished, a man stepped in front of the grave. It took me a
moment, but then I recognized him. It was Mowgli. His hair had turned
white as ash and he was stood there, his back bent, his eyes fixed on
the ground. He started to tell a story, an “adventure” he had
experienced together with Mr Tuniak. He told about the time Mr Tuniak
and he went to climb in a mountain range where the mountains were as
sharp as knifes. I smiled as I heard that. Mr Tuniak had told me of
this some time ago and I noticed a few subtle differences in the way
both men talked about their shared experience.
Then Mowgli
stepped back into the semi-circle and the musicians began to play
anew. This time it sounded like some old Indian song; maybe it was a
tribute to Mowgli.
Next, Alice
stepped in front of the grave. She told a tale of curiosity, when
she, Sarina and Mr Tuniak travelled back into Ancient Times to
observe Alexander the Great and how he used his diving bell to see
the bottom of the sea. Her story was again followed by a music piece,
but this time, again, I couldn't tell where or when it had been
written.
Cailinn
followed her. She talked about the theft of a telautograph – it's
something like a primitive version of a fax machine – and how Mr
Tuniak helped her and Hugo to find the thief and get it back. After
her a man I did not know talked in a language I did not understand. I
don't think I was the only one who did not know what he was saying,
but somehow that did not matter. Sooner or later, everyone stepped in
front of the grave and told a story. Most of the time I did
understand, what they were saying, but not always. The people
gathered seemed to come from every corner of the world and from as
many different time periods. They all talked about a moment of their
live, an incident, they experienced together with Mr Tuniak.
It was night
already, when the last person – he was talking in Latin and I think
he was an actor from Ancient Rome – finished his story. A final
music pieced was performed, after which we all started to move away
from the grave, mostly in small groups. Most people talked about how
they had known Mr Tuniak, stuff they had done with him or simply
other incidents from their lives. I saw two people “talking” to
each other, who could not understand what the other was saying: they
needed two other people to act as translators. There was a surprising
amount of laughter, when people retold – at that moment –
embarrassing incidents, which, looking back, were quite funny. But
there were also tears, especially once the time machine started to
appear again and took people back to the time and place where they
had come from.
“You
did well”, someone said to me.
I turned
around and saw that Alice was standing behind me. “What do you
mean?”, I wanted to know.
“Writing
his biography”, she replied. “You know, at first I was
disappointed, when Alexander told me that he didn't want me to write
it. But I think I now know, why he didn't. I would have told a
different story.”
“A
different story?”, I repeated. “Didn't he tell me the truth?”
“Of
course he did”, she said. “But it was his version of the truth,
his view on how things have happened. I would have written something
slightly different, I would have written my version of his life.”
Erik and me
were the last people that Juliette took back. As I entered the time
machine, I saw an old woman standing in the shadows of the cemetery's
wall. Juliette saw her as well and gave her a nearly imperceptible
nod. I think it was Juliette – an older Juliette – who had been
standing there.
“Everyone
present... everyone except Erik and me... they were all quite old”,
I said.
“Yes”,
Juliette replied. “I picked them all up at the end of their lives.”
As she said
that, I suddenly realised that this funeral had not been for Mr
Tuniak alone.
“But
I didn't see his mothers”, I said.
“Did
you expect them to attend?”, Juliette asked. “Which parent would
like to see their child buried? But they are themselves buried at
that cemetery.”
One last
note:
When we were
back in the limousine and driving home, I asked Erik why he had
attened the funeral and not an “older version” of himself.
“Ah”,
he shrugged. “You have forgotten that I am already dead.”
Yes, I had.
How could I?
NEXT WEEK
Spoilers!
Sonntag, 9. Dezember 2012
Tu n'as pas à le [l'avenir] prévoir, mais à le permettre.
(You don't
have to foresee it [the future], you only have to enable it.)
- Antoine de
Saint-Exupery
Mr Tuniak's
office was empty. I would have never thought that it was possible for
a man with a time machine to be late for a meeting, but that was what
apparently had happened today. At least, that was my first thought.
My second one was that something must have happened to Mr Tuniak. But
before I could pursue that thought any further, my mobile phone rang.
It was Mr Tuniak calling. He had forgotten to tell me that he wanted
to meet me directly at the car park, because we would be going to the
time machine.
So I took
the lift down and went to the limousine, where Mr Tuniak was already
waiting for me. His hair was cut short again and he had shaved off
his beard, but he didn't seem a lot younger because of that. In his
hand he was holding a wooden cane in which strange patterns had been
carved.
“This
is going to be our last meeting today”, Mr Tuniak said during the
drive.
“Why?”,
I asked. “What about next week and the week after that?”
Mr Tuniak
smiled for a moment. “I should have been more precise. I meant that
this was the last meeting for me.”
“So...
you have already...”, I started, not really knowing at the moment
how to finish the question. “You have already been to our next
meetings?”
“Yes”,
Mr Tuniak confirmed. “Next week you are going to speak to...
someone else. And no matter what you are going to see, what is shown
to you, do not be concerned. We will most definitely see each other
again in two weeks. I should know, because I have just come from
there.”
“Is
this the first time that you are experiencing our meetings in another
order than me?”
“Yes”,
Mr Tuniak said. “And you will soon know why. But I mentioned it,
because I felt it was important to tell you... not to be concerned
about next week.”
“Five
minutes ago, I wasn't”, I replied. “And where are we travelling
to today?”
“I
have to take care of a few loose ends”, Mr Tuniak said. “Do you
remember where the time machine gets its energy from?”
“There's
this... charging station in Gibraltar”, I said.
“Have
you never wondered why no one has ever found any traces of it? That
not a single thing of it has survived?”
“No,
not really”, I said. “Didn't you built this station about five
million years ago? I wouldn't expect anything to survive for such a
long time.”
“Ah,
the materials we used for it could weather everything thrown at them
for such a long period, that wouldn't be a problem”, Mr Tuniak
explained. “The technology we used for its construction comes from
the future, your future. There they know how to create things that
last. Take the time machine, as another example. It is now about two
hundred years old and still works as well as it did when it was first
switched on.”
“And
then Juliette is also going to use it... it must function for about
three hundred years, taken all together”, I said.
Mr Tuniak
nodded. “Although I have heard Juliette complain from time to time
that things do not work the way they used to. Ah, here we are.”
We had
arrived at the time machine.
We travelled
into the distant past – about five million years into the past –
to Gibraltar. The big water fall I had seen here the last time we had
come to this place and which had turned a huge salt desert into the
Mediterranean. Gibraltar had turned into a sea gate, one of a hundred
on this planet. It was a nice day, with few clouds and a warm sun,
and I could see the coat of Africa without any problem.
But my
attention was focused somewhere else. The time machine, which I had
just exited, was standing right next to two other identical looking
time machines (which, strictly speaking, where the same one, just at
different points in its “life”). Mr Tuniak's mothers, Helen and
Maria, and Juliette had come as well. I did not ask them about their
respective ages, but they must have been about the same age as Mr
Tuniak, i.e. about a hundred years old. They had all come to the end
of their journeys. In the future – and I mean everyone's future, no
matter the point of view – no one would need the charging station
any more. It had become pointless any way, since the source of its
energy, the waterfall of Gibraltar, didn't exist any more anyway.
I would have
asked the question of how it could be possible for four old people to
dismantle the whole station, but the answer was obvious and right in
front of my eyes: robots. Dozens of small machines, not much bigger
than my hand and looking like metallic insects, were crawling on and
through the station, removing cables, plates, bolts... Everything
they took, they put into boxes which were standing right next to the
machine. Nothing got lost. Once one box was full, they took it and
put it into one of the open time machines. When one of them –
Juliette's – was filled with such boxes, Juliette entered it and it
disappeared. But only for a few seconds. Then it reappeared again,
but now all the boxes had gone. Immediately the insect-robots started
to fill it again.
“Where
are you taking all the parts?”, I asked.
“I
will show you in a moment”, Mr Tuniak said. “Come!”
His time
machine had been loaded as well and was now ready to depart. As we
entered it, I saw that several of the insect-robots had stayed inside
and where going to come with us. Their job was it to unload all the
boxes again, once we had arrived wherever we were going.
After we had
landed and I had gotten out of the time machine, the only thing I
could tell about the place where I found myself in now, was that it
looked like a huge warehouse.
“I
don't know this place”, I said. “Where are we?”
“Far
below the surface of the Earth”, Mr Tuniak said, while watching the
insect-robots carry all the boxes out of the time machine and putting
them next to the ones they had brought here during earlier trips.
“We
are in the beyul?”,
I asked.
“Yes”,
Mr Tuniak said. “We are nearly at its lowest level here.”
“But
you haven't shown me this level the last time we were here”, I
said.
“No,
because all the stuff in this place is from your future”, Mr Tuniak
explained. “Or did you think that I would stop collecting artefacts
that were created after your present?”
“I
guess... never really thought about it”, I said. Although I have
known Mr Tuniak for nearly a year now, I still struggled from time to
time with the fact that what I considered to be the present, wasn't
the same thing as what he considered it to be. If he even considered
any time his “present”. “Do you stop to collect at any time?”
“About
three hundred years into your future”, Mr Tuniak said.
“What
happens in three hundred years?”, I mumbled. I knew that Mr Tuniak
would not answer that question, since he was very careful about
telling me anything that would happen in the future from my point of
view. But I could see that he had heard the question and was smiling,
because of it. “What are you going to do with your travel
journals?”
“Travel
journals?”
“The
books you kept at Gibraltar and where you wrote down when and where
you could be found.”
“They
will also be stored here”, Mr Tuniak explained. “Right next to a
complete printed version of my biography you are writing.” He
pointed to a binder standing in one of the shelves between two boxes.
I would have liked very much to take a quick look at what was written
in there, but I knew that he would never allow that.
It
took the insect-robots several hours to take down the charging
station, separate all its parts and store them in boxes. When he had
taken the last of those into the beyul,
I turned to Juliette and asked: “And what's going to happen with
the time machine? Will it also be stored here?”
“No”,
said Juliette. “I am going to destroy it. Time machines are too
dangerous.”
Mr Tuniak
frowned when he heard that. “But not here on Earth, right?”, he
asked.
“No,
I will program it to fly into outer space and destroy itself there”,
Juliette explained. “Earth will not be affected. Actually, I think
I already know when it will happen and while it won't have any effect
on Earth, it will be detected from it.”
“Really?
When?” Mr Tuniak was honestly interested.
“1977”,
Juliette replied. “Have you ever heard of the WOW-signal? I think
it was caused by the destruction of the time machine.”
We said our
good-byes, but Mr Tuniak and I stayed behind and waited until his
mothers and Juliette had disappeared with their time machines. “Do
you know where we are going to go next?”, he asked me.
“No”,
I said, shaking my head. “Should I know?”
“This
is my final journey and I only have to take care of one more thing”,
Mr Tuniak said.
“Who
gets the time machine after you”, I realised. “We are going to
Paris in the 1960ies!”
When he had
landed, I stayed behind in the time machine while Mr Tuniak went out.
But I didn't have to wait for long. After a few minutes he came back,
accompanied by Juliette Belloq. Now, she was about the same age as I
was.
“I
have just come from the bazaar”, she said. “Is there anything
else you want to show me?”
“I
want to give you something”, Mr Tuniak said. “This time machine.
You told us that time travelling is dangerous. Because of that, who
would be better suited than you to make sure that history takes its
course?” As he said that, his poker face did not show the slightest
hint of him knowing that one day she would have to stop him from
making a big mistake.
“But
how should I know what is supposed to happen, what is right and
wrong?”, Juliette asked. “This is exactly the reason why I did
not continue my research. Being able to travel through time gives too
much power to one person and now you want me to become that person?”
She looked at him gravely. “Do I even have a choice? Don't you
already know what I am going to say? From your point of view, haven't
I already made my decision?”
“No,
you haven't”, Mr Tuniak replied. “If your decision was fixed...
if all decisions were pre-ordained, then it would not be possible for
anyone to change the course of history.” He activated the computer
of the time machine. “You will not abuse the time machine, you
should have a little more faith in you. I have it. And to answer the
question you asked earlier: Yes, I do want to show you something
else. The future.” My heart began to race, as I heard that. “But
first, we are going to drop my friend here off in his own time.”
Oh, for....
NEXT WEEK
Pourquoi
pleurez-vous? M'avez-vous cru immortel?
Sonntag, 2. Dezember 2012
Oh, there's just one more thing...
-
Columbo
Last week,
as we were driving back to the city from the time machine, Mr Tuniak
said: “In all the meetings we have had, I have told you about my
past... By now we have, more or less, arrived at a point which you
could call my present. After all, you have just witnessed part of my
life... well, live.” I nodded, while at the same time trying to
write down everything I had seen and felt in Ancient Rome in my note
book. “You of course know what comes after the past and the
present...”
I looked up
at him in surprise: “The future?”
He nodded in
agreement. “But before I talk to you about the future, I thought it
might be a good idea, to really... end all things concerning the
past. I would ask you to think about questions until next week. What
else do you want to know, regarding my past? What else should I tell
you? What did I forget, but you think it might be important? Do you
know what I'm talking about?”
“I
think I do”, I said.
“So
I'll leave it completely up to you what we are going to talk about
next week.”
But as I was
thinking about possible questions the next day, another thought
struck me. I thought that it might be better if someone else than me
was asking the questions. I called Mr Tuniak and (when I finally
managed to get him on the phone), I suggested to him that not I, but
my friend, who had already interviewed him once several months ago,
would be posing the questions. He agreed with that idea, so, once
more, I leave the blog in her capable hands.
Like
last time, I will again skip the greetings and the usual small-talk
at the beginning of such interviews and we will go right in
medias res:
I: Mr
Tuniak: Probably one of the first questions that come to mind if
someone is told about your life is: Do you regret anything?
T: Yes, that
I tried to change the course of history. Or, to be more precise: Not
the fact that I tried to change it itself, but that other people, who
were basically caught up in my plans did, because of them, not
achieve what they might have achieved had I not interfered.
I: Well,
you mentioned that already... Maybe I should rephrase that question,
I was thinking more about... Someone once said that the things we did
not do are among those we regret the most...
T: Samuel...
Mark Twain said something like that.
I: Right,
I forgot that you were friends with him. So, are there things you
regret not having done?
T: As a
child I never celebrated any birthdays.
I: Why?
You did know on which day you were born, didn't you?
T: Of
course, but since I was born in the 90ies and came to the Island
Leviathan in the 60ies, this day was thirty years in the future.
Also: I did so many journeys with my mothers in the time machine that
we were never sure when threehundredsixtyfive days had passed for me.
I: All
right, I accept that, but that was during your childhood. And, if you
will permit that observation, it doesn't seem as if that is something
that really bothers you.
T: No, it
didn't. But you asked the question.
I: And I
think that you have given me an answer that's technically correct,
but at the same time you evaded the meaning behind my question. Is
there something in your life that you did not do and which, given the
opportunity, you would do if you had another chance? Something you
wish that you had done differently?
T: Of
course, everyone has things, decisions like those. But I don't like
to dwell on those, because I had the opportunity to see and do so
many other things. One can't always get everything one wants, but...
Well, the one thing I really wish that I had taken time for is
learning to play an instrument. To play music.
I: You
never played any instrument?
T: For a
short time, when I was a child on Leviathan, I tried to play the
violin. But I never really pursued it.
I: But
music in general...
T: Oh, I
like to listen to music. I think it's... It's difficult to put into
words, which, incidentally, is exactly the thing I like most about
it. Music expresses emotions without any words. And it's not like,
let's say a painting where you have one image in front of you. A good
piece of music tells everyone a different story and sometimes even
the same person can hear different stories depending on the time he
hears it.
I: And if
music is so important to you, as it obviously is, then why didn't you
try to learn to play an instrument?
T: I had too
much else to do. Travelling around... Only in the last few years I
have had something like a regular schedule and would have time to
learn one, but I fear that it is too late now.
I: You
said that you liked to listen to music. Any particular style or time
you prefer?
T: Not
especially, no. When they started to collect music from all of
history for the beyul,
I did a lot of work there. And there are many recordings we did which
I copied for my private use. Often, before I travel to a different
time period, I listen to music of that period to basically get in the
right mood for it.
I: Is
there anything else you regret?
T: Yes, a
few small things, but why do you want to talk about those?
I: I was
told I could choose the topics of today's conversation.
T: You can,
of course, you can. I never really learned to cook, I regret that a
bit. I did try and taste dishes from all of the world and throughout
time, but I never really did any cooking myself, nothing big or
special at least... You don't seem satisfied with that answer either.
I: I was
expecting something else.
T: Really?
What do you think I should regret the most?
I: You
never had a child, you never married... I have read all the entries
in the blog, but you never mentioned anything like that.
T: Because I
consider that private.
I: You
want to write a biography, but leave things out of it because they
are “private”?
T: There are
gaps in every biography, I'm sure you know that. None of them tell
the whole truth, at least none that I know of. Biographies, even
though they are based on true events, still tell a story and for the
story I wanted to tell with mine those parts of my life are not
important. Still, of course, if you read between the lines...
I: You
didn't seem to have that particular problem when talking about other
people.
T: I can
assure you that I asked everyone if it was all right with them if I
mentioned them in my biography before actually talking about them.
I: I mean
people like Hugo Delake.
T: What
about him?
I: You
only mentioned him once or twice and as far as I can tell, you could
write down your biography... your story without talking about him and
you would loose nothing.
T: Oh,
that... That was not my decision. I did tell more about him – I
once helped him solve a case...
I: You
were a detective? An investigator?
T: No, no, I
was more like a technical consultant. It was in 1881 or 1882 and a
suspect managed to get himself an alibi by using a photophone. It was
a very recent invention back then, so Hugo didn't really know what
you could do with one.
I: What's
a photophone?
T: It's
basically a telephone but instead of using cables and electric
impulses to transmit the voice, it uses light beams. That way you can
communicate with places where there are no telephone lines yet and
that way the suspect made it appear as if he was somewhere else
during the crime.
I: And
you talked about that case?
T: Yes, I
did. But because a blog entry has to be finite, some things have to
be cut. And this was one of those things that got radically cut, so
that all that survived from it was, basically, Hugo's name. It
happened to a few other people and incidents as well.
I: Another
topic you mostly refused to talk about is the future. The future from
my point of view, I mean. But now you have said that you want to do
that. So, what changed your mind?
T: I still
won't talk about the future of the world, the big picture, if you
will, but about my personal one.
I: You
will talk about things you still have planned?
T:
Precisely.
I: Another
question, that's seems quite obvious, is the one Doctor Faust had to
answer: What about religion? Do you count yourself as a member of one
religion? Would you describe yourself as a person with a strong
belief?
T: I would
describe myself as an agnostic. You see, the problem I have with
saying that there is a higher power – and I'm not even going into
detail about how this higher power might look like – then there is
the danger of me stopping to question things. I stop looking for
explanations as soon as I accept “because a god did it” as an
answer. And that's something I can't accept.
I: Sounds
to me you are more like an atheist.
T: No, not
at all. I do not deny that there could be a higher power watching
over us. I don't know and I can't say that I'm leaning one way or the
other in regard to that question. I can accept that there may be
things for which we will never have an explanation, but I think it's
wrong to define such things through... a doctrine. In advance. It
should be possible to question everything, although you have to be
prepared for the possibility that you might not find an answer and
never will.
I: Since
you are a time traveller, you can choose to live in any time you
want. But is there a time you would consider as 'your time'.
T: The last
forty, fifty years and the coming decade, I would say. Measured from
your point of view.
I: Why?
T: Because
that's the time in which most of my friends are living in. Also, as I
have mentioned previously, I do think of the school at Leviathan as
my home and like everything, it won't exist forever.
I: With
your time machine you can't only travel to any time you like, but
also to every place. Have you ever considered to travel to another
planet? Mars, for instance?
T: I did
think about it, several times, yes. It was an idea I did consider
from time to time. But the thing is that a travel with my time
machine may appear to be a simple and easy affair, but there are
quite complicated calculations necessary to perform it. And as good
as the computer of the time machine is, travelling to another planet
would require calculations that are beyond even its formidable
capacitites.
The whole
interview was of course quite a bit longer, but – as with
everything presented here – I had to cut it down. Since this is a
topic they talked about during the interview, I thought it only fair
to mention that fact.
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